Reshona Landfair, a survivor of R. Kelly’s abuse, has come forward with shocking revelations about the rapper’s predatory behavior towards her when she was just 12 years old. In her new memoir, “Who’s Watching Shorty? Reclaiming Myself from the Shame of R. Kelly’s Abuse,” Landfair details the harrowing experiences she endured at the hands of the singer.
Landfair, who was once known as Jane Doe in Kelly’s infamous child pornography case, is now demanding recognition as a victim rather than a punchline in Kelly’s sordid scandal. She alleges that Kelly systematically groomed her after entering her family’s life through her aunt, R&B artist Sparkle, and subjected her to a regime of control, secrecy, and violence.
According to Landfair, Kelly insisted on being called “Daddy” in private and exerted complete power over her movements, social contacts, and career. She describes being kept in cramped spaces where she slept on makeshift beds and had to ask permission to eat or use the bathroom. Landfair recounts feeling brainwashed and manipulated by Kelly, to the point where she gave up her family for him and felt like nothing else mattered.
Despite the horrific abuse she endured, Landfair’s story only came to light more than two decades after the scandal first broke and after Kelly’s convictions on federal charges. She faced Kelly in court during his 2022 trial in Chicago and expressed her defiance towards him, feeling vindicated for speaking out against her abuser.
In her memoir, Landfair also addresses the failures of various institutions, from family members who denied the abuse to authorities and media outlets that exposed her identity and sensationalized her story. She believes that racism and stereotypes about Black girls played a significant role in how her case was handled.
Today, Landfair is working at a school-based health center in Chicago and running a mentoring nonprofit for young women called Project Refine. By publishing her memoir, she hopes to reclaim her story and her name from the man who once held her captive in a cycle of abuse.
Landfair’s courage in speaking out about her traumatic past serves as a powerful reminder of the lasting impact of abuse and the importance of seeking justice and healing. Her story sheds light on the dark reality of exploitation and manipulation that can occur within the music industry, highlighting the need for greater awareness and support for survivors of abuse.

